Photo by Karim Sadli from Dazed & Confused
I actually got a bit done yesterday for a change. It’s nice. With all this time on my hands I sometimes find it hard to get stuff done, but again – I spend time doing all the small things that I never get done otherwise. And I get a lot of thinking done.
P’s wedding coming up soon and everything – and people asking me “Now that your friends are getting married, having children and everything, do you hear the wedding bells ringing for yourself??? Feel your uterus moving??” – Simple answer – No I do not. And because people are so busy telling me how great it is that I’m in no hurry, I start to think – Is it weird that I don’t want the same things right now? Sure, at some stage, but I have some priorities (…me) and, kliché, I’m not ready yet. It’s just an odd feeling when you’re so young (only turning 23 here!) and everybody’s getting married and babies. Whoah. I want to enjoy my youth for a bit longer (not saying that they can’t, but children do restrict/enrich you in certain ways), and I feel that I want to do that on my own – with my better half.
That was a explotion of thoughts…! I’m gonna think more, and tonight spend the night with the girls watching X-Factor (uff, secret indulgence) and drinking wine.
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